I 17(f) don’t have a great relationship with my father
I stopped talking to him a year ago because he slapped me
I use to have nightmares because of him and once I stopped talking. My mightmares came to an end as well it’s been a year I don’t have an issue not talking.
But recently I saw a video of me talking like him and yelling at my younger siblings like him
I never realized I was just turning out to be like him. Because I had sworn to never be like him, it breaks my heart that I am being so rude and so awful to everyone around me and I’m just acting and turning to behave like my father
Idk what to do
I don’t want to turn out like him but it seems like I’m turning into him
Without realising
Having anger like him, frustrating and showing it on my siblings
One of siblings said they are scared to talk to me
Because they don’t know when I ll snap
That broke my heart bcz I just sound like my father