19(m) In the past i suffered from depression and anxiety. Over the years I learned who i am as a person, and I continue to learn. That has led me to love my life, appreciate things, and bring back my motivation. Now my problem is, I just don't care about things in a way. i'm happy but emotionless at the same time. Some things bring me a lot of joy, but most of the time i'm kinda mellow, and don't get me wrong im so happy in the direction my life is headed, and would rather this than my past. My libido is high, and i'm sexually active. Being sexually active is what finally made me question it all, i want to have sex but the feeling that follows sex is nothing, i enjoy it, but not the same feeling i used to have before anxiety medications. which has left me confused and question has anyone ran into this before? are my serotonin levels not rising and lowering as the should? I now take Adhd medication only during the week for better focus, and increase my work flow, is that the cause? was it the ssri's?
