Today is always an awful day. I have a daughter whom I’ve never met and today she’ll be 15.
I hate that my head wasn’t OK when she was born. I understand why her mothers kept her away from me but she knows I’m better and understands how much pain not knowing our child now causes me.
So today is always horrible, I gave up sending presents and attempting to message years ago. The zero response just got to hard to live with.
I hope to meet her and to know her one day but I don’t know if that’ll ever happen really or what I’d even say if it did, but there still a hope.
So yeah today will always be crap!