Got no family, no friends, I fr have to pay to have someone "care" about me I feel kind of ridiculous and pathetic :'D.
I mean I do do it to get the necessary meds too, but it does feel like a desesperate attempt at simulating family love and care sometimes??
My psychologist straight up told me if I moved I needed to keep seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist since I don't have a support system (+ I'm bipolar so no choice)? Was saying the same thing when telling me to go stay at a mental hospital inpatient.
Edit: Where the lonely people at?? I'm not trying to shame people getting psychological/psychiatric help my life is just so cold and empty that my paid medical practitioner are the only thing to a support system I have personally, isn't that a common experience?