i had a falling out with my social circle months ago. i live in dorm/hostel and they are the people around me. so things are tense but im trying my best. things are still cordial between me and my roommate, or atleast i think or want to believe so. i just started to tell her something, she didn’t react, i stopped mid sentence and she didn’t react either. and i just feel like a sack of potatoes lying here invisible and uncared for. two weeks ago, a similar thing happened while i was already feeling pretty miserable. i can’t wait to graduate in a month