Recently, I’ve been feeling like something is wrong. I’ve been scouring the internet to try and put a name on this feeling to hopefully get it to die down. The closest I’ve gotten to identifying it was anxiety; but it’s not like i’m worried about anything or anxious at all.
It’s more like impending doom. Like i’m going to die soon or my life is going to be flipped upside down and i can’t do anything about it. I also get a feeling like i’m in the wrong time, like what IS happening right now is not supposed to happen. Nothing in my life right now can suggest or hint as to why i’m feeling this way. It just feels wrong and out of place, like everything around me isn’t from my world, or it isn’t familiar.
I’m scared to tell anyone because i don’t want to sound crazy but even my boyfriend feels like he’s not mine. I feel like everyone and everything around me is fake or like WRONG (i really don’t have a better word)
Everything just feels wrong, is there a word for this??? does anyone have an explanation or help to make me stop feeling like this?? It all started so suddenly, I seriously can’t trace it back to anything i feel crazy.
Posting this is my shot in the dark.