Hi everyone….
I always want to post on this sub but I never do.
For the last few months I have been feeling lonely, isolated. I have struggled with my mental health for years, but loneliness is new and it feels awful. I went to therapy for a few months and my therapist always said I was an unusual case, despite all of my trauma, I have an optimistic view and a sunny disposition.
Loneliness is eating me from the inside out, I easily go months without seeing family or friends and although I’m perfectly capable of making friends, I can’t retain them and I don’t know how to act around people.
I haven’t self harmed in probably a year and a half but I’m getting to the point where I want to self harm for the sake of it. I am intermittently suicidal. I just don’t know.