But I’m unsure how to bring it up, I know I don’t need to worry about my crime since it’s been over 15+ years (past crimes in America can’t be reported unless the therapist thinks u will do it again) but I’m still hesitant because my therapist has been mostly great.
So I’m looking to know more how to bring it up, and how I should mentally prepare for her reaction of shock since the only thing I brought up were my homicidal thoughts to which she doesn’t seem to be taking seriously when I’m asking prompt help for.
I am worried I’ll lose my therapist/this will negatively effect my therapy sessions.
So as a teenager killed a animal, it wasn’t a accident, and I took sexual gratification in it. I haven’t done it since, and I don’t plan too but I do sometimes have a desire to, which sucks cuz now a days I find animals way better then humans and despite my rare desire to, I don’t wish to hurt one again.