I started working at this company a year ago and was doing well while my managers had me on a path to become a leader in the team. I went through mental health issues which I know they were very understanding of but it got really for me that I could not mentally do the work. I blocked out everything for a whole year mentally due to trauma, and now I can’t form new memories. My attention span is very short and I feel like a black sheep in my team. They are bringing in new people and filled the leadership positions. I’m now stuck in the same position and it feels very toxic and people gossip a lot. They don’t respect me anymore. My self esteem hit a bottom low. New people keep coming in and I feel as though I keep burning bridges as I no longer have the social capacity to interact with people. I’ve been contemplating leaving my job for a while. I’m tired of it but my family has been telling me to find a new job. Thanks if you are able to read the whole post.
