I M21, am currently in a phase where i absolutely don’t have control over my life and emotions. I haven’t completed any education or studies. I’m just existing and feeling miserable. My father constantly talks about how successful my cousins are and what a loser i am. I’ve lost control and punched a whole through my door until my hand was bleeding, then collapsed crying. It feels like I’m mentally unstable and i’ve even thought about suicide.
I just feel misunderstood as I’m not being lazy.
