I’m kinda talking in codes here because I don’t want my post to be removed. After feeling like this for some time, I decided to come to reality and face that unfortunately “leaving” is not an option. I’ve a turtle since I was 15, and I love her very much, and I cannot leave her alone in this world at all. Therefore, I’m not “doing that”, although I’ve been thinking about it SEVERAL times a day for some time.
So, people that also faces extreme depression, how do you keep going knowing that you don’t have the option of just “leave”, what are things you do or think that helps to ease a little bit and stop “that kind of thought”?
I’m so tired, because even though “leaving” seems like the only option, I can’t, I won’t let my turtle here alone.
Please, don’t be mean to me, please.