I think Im hypersexual, im so young, and christian and it feels wrong. I was exposed to porn at 6 and ever since then I’ve been looking at it, wanting it to happen to me. I want someone to use me in a way that isnt okay, I want to stop it. whenever my male teacher praises me its like I fall in love with him and want to be good for him.
I always make inappropriate jokes towards my friends that I KNOW make them uncomfortable but its like something I cant control and its taking a huge toll on my mental health.
another cause could probably be is I was raped by my cousin thinking it was game, he did it all the time until I was 13, he’s only two years older than mew