I am scared I won’t be good enough for my bf

I (15F) had a crush on this guy (14M), and he turned out to have one too. we started dating last saturday, but I feel like I am not good enough for him at all. I have alot of problems with trust, and relationships in specific, because I got manipulated into a relationship with a 20 year old last year. my current bf has been an absolute sweetheart, and is giving me all the time and space for everything I need to process. but so far, my feelings haven’t started up like i thought they would, and I feel more like friends than dating. I know it’s probably because of the trauma and my body shutting out anything romantic or love related, but I don’t know what to do. this guy is willing to give his everything for me, but I am way behind and feel like a horrible person. he knows about my situation but I still don’t feel like I can tell him this because i don’t want to hurt him. he’s so so sweet and really caring, and an awesome person, and i really don’t want to hurt him- i just feel horrible

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