My psychiatrist won't refill my meds (just regular anti depressants and mood stabilizer, no benzos) unless I have an appointment with her. The problem is I can't afford to see her right now, so she won't just refill my meds. I think this policy is dangerous bc now I am out of meds and spiraling. And when I do see her shes going to yell at me for not taking my meds. She also upset me bc I told her a medication had been working for me until it stopped so I wanted to chamge doses and she yelled at me to forget that medication and put me on a mood stabilizer that helps my hypomanic episodes but does nothing for my crippling depression.
I can't live like this anymore and I don't know what to do.