I cant trust myself anymore on anything I’m worried ill skip work again and lose my Job.like I’ll drive to work parking lot and then I won’t be able to go in because I’ll have the urge to do something else like eat fast food. I can’t trust myself I know I’ll just skip work listen to YouTube all drive around and eat fast food instead. I know I shouldn’t but no matter how much I know I shouldn’t no matter how bad the consequences will be if I do it I’ll still do it.