i’ve never really wrote down my thoughts ever but i guess here it is. im tired man, people have always expected so much of me throughout my childhood but when it comes to the last second im a damn failure. i feel light years behind everyone, getting into their desired university programs while i’m still waiting for mine. i’ve never been this low in my life, i see all these people planning out asking these people out to prom and everything and for some reason i keep this shitty hope that ill get asked out even though im not that attractively looking guy. i don’t meet up to peoples standards of me. i’m sorry
