So.. I didn’t do really well on very important exam today and Albert (guy in my head) was saying a lot of bad stuff about me and he was trying to make me harm myself really badly. yesterday too but I wasn’t tempted because I wasn’t upset yet. I don’t know how long I can tolerate him, but I’m scared to harm myself again, because mom will punish me. I’m kind of scared of his ideas.And all of this makes me even more scared of going to psychiatrist, like I promised to my friends, because I don’t know how many bad things they can diagnose me with when I’m not even ill.I want to hide from everyone and everything.
