I feel like I lost my sense of identity, I am used to being the kid who sits with everyone and talks . I am seen as a carefree and a bit weird person . But I randomly switch around for no particular reason. I am always at two extremes. I cry easily even now a vid can make me sob . But randomly I feel nothing people tell me they care about me and are worried I feel nothing. I seem to have no favourite things either. Even as kids I picked what everyone picked and just complied with whatever they wish. I feel like after doing this over and over again I feel like I am pretending. I don’t know myself anymore. It feels uncomfortable to act but I can’t stop I don’t know who I am . My skin feels heavy . I am tearing up writing this I need help. Everyone seems so different that I can’t keep up with everyone. Everyone now sees me like some weird kid that has some issues at home. I want to kms because my family isn’t the worst . They neglect mental health a bit because they don’t believe in being depressed in young age.
