I don’t want to be alive

Ok so I have an amazing life, friends, family, no issues with anything like that. but I do have an autoimmune disease and lyme disease. Because of this I’ve missed tons of school (I’m in highschool) and I just feel like a failure cuz I’m failing all my classes. I used to be a straight A student. It’s not because I’m stupid it’s just that I physically can’t go to school and do work. Also I have no motivation to get a job or do anything really. I just want to get better. Sorry this is kind of a rant but I just need to know if anyone can think of a way to help. I’m on tons of meds but I just feel so different from everyone especially kids my age. Also I feel like everyday is just the same even if I do different stuff (idk if that makes sense lol)

If u have any suggestions please please let me know. I’m so tired of feeling this way. Thank you

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