17F. I’m planning on going to therapy, but I can’t until I graduate and go off to college. I have PTSD and GAD, and probably depression. Lately, life has been super tough. I’m extremely unhappy, lonely, and exhausted all the time. I’ve always pride myself on my kindness and happiness and optimism, but lately it seems like I’ve become bitter. I get jealous, I yell, and I get irritated a lot more often than I used to. I think one of my greatest fears is becoming a jerk, so I’m really scared that my mental health is going to make me become one. If anyone has any insight, that would be great. Thank you!
And before you say anything, no, I don’t have access to online or in person therapy, and no, I don’t have an adult I feel comfortable talking to.