I feel there is nothing left. I have antidepressants, benzodiazepins.. I'm still not happy about anything. I'm alone. I just want nice relationship and every guy I meet tells me how I'm perfect. How I'm smart and pretty. Last time I was listening all this stuff for a day, and next day he says he changed his mind. I can't anymore. Everyone does that to me. I don't want to live like this, alone, when everyone keeps hurting me. I feel i can't trust anyone.
