When you think about it, no one actually loves me lol.
Like everyone has someone they love more than me… like my mum would love my older sibling/younger sibling more than me and I know for a fact she wouldnt love me the most. They say they don't have favourites but its quite obvious…
My siblings love someone else more than me. Im not a "favourite" to anyone. If my best friend says she loves me and I am the best I know thats not true. Thats because I know she loves another friend more than me at heart.
Literally everyone loves someone else more than me. So how does it make sense for me to think that someone actually cares for me. If i was standing in a hall full of people, no one would ever pick me.
Does anyone know what I can do about that 😠can i have a different way to think of my situation. Its making me feel shitty about myself lol.