Not expecting anyone to read this but I want to vent.
I’d been having a couple of okay months that weren’t going too bad but the past 6 weeks has been so difficult and depressing and I feel close to giving up. I told my parent I’m sad again and I can’t eat again and they got annoyed and told me I’d only just got back on track again and there’s only so many chances in life. I feel so guilty for ruining everyone’s lives around me. I feel like I make everyone sad and miserable and I’m so selfish I can’t do anything right. I’ve ruined everything. I sometimes feel things would be better for everyone if I wasn’t here.