do any of you ever just feel like you’re cursed to spend your life alone? like i feel like i love so much but i feel as if nobody gives me that love back. i see all these people who are devoted to eachother but i will never get that. ive been in 4 relationships, all which ended horribly and affected me horribly and it all ends in they just don’t love me anymore. i don’t understand if it’s me? i just don’t understand why someone can mean so much to me but it’s not reciprocated