i am convinced we have an infestation but absolutely nobody believes me. i think i see them outside, and i’ve seen one in my room before. i’ve seen baby ones in the bathroom. a certain corner of the basement (where me and my cats live) smells a lot more like sweet mildew than anywhere else, and today i noticed what looks like cockroach poop on my blanket. it was only two very small things, and they weren’t stains. i am sick of my parents doubting me, they wont even look into my claim. they just always say it’s a water bug. i feel like i’m gonna have to kill myself or something to get out of here. how can i catch a cockroach to prove it to them. i hate it here. i know i’m very panicky, and it has made me delusional at times, but this isn’t delusion anymore.
