I feel like time dreppresed, I haven’t been happy in a long time, ive become a phone and porn addict, because of it I haven’t been able to do anything with my life, my grades ins school are ass, I have no hobbies or friends, the solution seems so easy to fix and I don’t understand why I haven’t done so. its been hard getting out of bed lately and just stay motivated and I feel like I haven’t done any progress in my life. I feel like such a dissapontiment. I tend to self isolate a lot too, I used go have friends in the past, but I have felt that im not good enough for them. ive nee trying to get drunk every weekend and have drinker at least Ines every weekend just so I can feel something. Im at my worst and I don’t know what to do.
