I don't know if this is the right place to ask for help with this but I'm kinda desperate for help. I feel like there's 2 people living in my head, one of then is Kate a lesbian and the other is Alex a gay Trans boy. Somedays I'm Alex other days I'm Kate, this can be pretty hard to deal with cause Alex and Kate have completely different personalities, it's especially hard to deal with when I date people, which I am right now. I have a girlfriend (lets call her Lucy) right now and Katie is absolutely in love with her but Alex of course isn't Alex actually really likes Lucy's friend (let's call him Kyle) Alex thinks that Kyle might actually like him but he doesn't want to ruin Kate's relationship.
I don't know what to do. Alex doesn't like Lucy like that