Hi im currently 18 years old i never Had a girlfriend and i finishing school in 2 weeks i feel like i am Late in life i will try to explain it. so first thing, i thinking top much absolut all Things i am intorvert but i can start Walking with anyone.so what am i thinking when i say i am late I am Not happy but i feel like a should be I Always think about Others, more than me I believe in God i am Christian i Go to church every sunday,pray, ….but i dont feel like i am Close to him I am seeing all These influencers saying about how you Need to get rich but i am thinking what If i fail and waste my Young Ages I know that Jesus ist coming Soon and i feel like i should live this Life while i can no to some bullshit bussnises thats take 10 years to Make I thinking about past too much the nostalgia really hits me i did some really good Things in life Like i run Marathon i playing guitar i read a lot of books I love Woodworking but when i See Others for example my Brother i feel like i i did nothing and like i wasnt good at anything, Like all the Things i do Is worthless because he Always gets Greets and it anoys me sometimes my parents are divorced and my Brother Goes to my dad before and Stay with him whole Summer i thinked about that top but remembered my mom is home Alone i News to Help Her,around the House and to protect Her And also i had a Step dad that i See sometimes and Work With hin and my dad Tell me to stop visiting HIM and Working i say i will because i am kinda scared of him because he is serious i dont know what to do i feel like i am streched on every side Can Someone Help me
