When I compare myself to my friends and all the fun things they are posting about on SM and telling me what they are doing, I feel so boring and dull.
I feel like all I do is work and lay around, and maybe see a friend once a week.
One of my friends in particular just moved to the city I’m in, and I find myself often feeling jealous of her because she’s posting how she’s doing like three things a day, and partying often etc.
But when I think about that, I did that stuff more often when I was first in the city, and if I was invited to all those things I probably wouldn’t want to go.
So maybe I’m just more introverted than other people and that’s okay? Or maybe my work means more to me than others and that’s okay? I have many hobbies but I haven’t done them in a long time but they are all inside activities when I feel like I should be outside.
I’m also doing NO exercise, and they all exercise a lot.
I don’t know, I don’t want to get to 60 and feel like I didn’t enjoy my life, and when I compare myself to my friends, I feel like I will.