I (16M) feel so dead inside .I have few friends in school, but in weeknends and holidays, I feel so dead inside, there is no way to in contact with them in those days, and I don't have any contact in those days, I am alone in home with my family, I don't feel like they can fill the void inside me, an, I only have my laptop and youtube to comfort myself, there is exam in 4 days, and all those four days I am inside house, I don't know how I'm gonna stay, I have chronic pain and ocd, which I can't find any treatments. I don't know, not like 1st world country, living in a third world country is so hard, I would be able to stay if I had something to do, but I can't afford anything, and our family barely finds money 🙁
