I just really wish I was someone I could be proud of. However, I cannot. I can never seem to complete things and I procrastinate. I mess things up all the time. I am such a stupid person too. There is no evidence to suggest that there is a reason why I am a person deserving of anything. Everything seems to go wrong. I was sobbing so much throughout the day because of what someone said to me because of how I messed up. My parents openly talk about how frustrated they are with me. I am constantly scolded and I can't be upset because it is always valid. I just don't know how I can live with myself now.
