I literally have nothing left to give.
I just want to die and I'm too much of a coward to do it.
I just want it to end.
And my heart hurts so much. Everything hurts. I have no one. I've never had anyone. My life is a shit show from birth.
And the man I love…forget it.
I don't know what to do. I just need this torture to end. Life isn't fun. It's not a bundle of happiness. It's literally torture that doesn't stop.
Life is cruelty. I kind of wish I could just get hit or something. Just have everything end because of some accident or something.
I…I hate my life. I hate everything. I hate…I don't want to do this anymore.