I 24M haven’t been able to accept some of the bad things that has happened and I don’t wanna get into the details about it now. But, ever since, I cannot feel happy. Nothing makes me feel good. I cannot stay distracted. Everything I look at hurts me. I cannot even do hobbies anymore. I get frequent mood swings, nightmares during my sleep, I keep thinking about killing myself and that is the only thought that makes me feel relatively calm. I’m just tired of dealing with it and seeing it get worse. At this point, I’m having struggles to live and let this go on like this.
