I can't take it anymore. i just can't. I can't take the loneliness, the constant rejections, the endless hate and suffering by people and women I ask out. I can't take it anymore. I just wanted to give someone the love they deserve, to be a good partner and to get hugs and kisses and cuddles. I would sacrifice everything, my future, my career, my college, even my friends and family if it meant I could have just 10 minutes of someone telling me they love me and kissing me. I haven't ever even been hugged by my mom. I can't take living a life of not having it anymore.