So, I was on FB and someone from high school was suggested to me as a friend.
This person was always making me feel bad about myself and I later heard about some pretty gross things that she said about me. In short, she was a bitch to me. I don’t think I ever even said anything back to her when she treated me like shit either. I didn’t have much of a backbone then, so I just stayed silent.
Anyways, I clicked on her profile because I wondered what ever became of her. I was curious! It’s just so wild to find out that someone who was so horrible to you for years, is now a “community counselor” in a mental health support group. Like, do bullies ever think about the things they’ve said to someone as much as the person they said those things to? She wasn’t the only one who made me feel bad about my body, but she was nasty enough to make it memorable. She was actually really pretty, super tan and fit in my opinion. Her attitude and personality were just terrible. She was always telling me that my pale skin was “so freaking disgusting.” That was prompted one day because I rolled my shirt up in band camp exposing my stomach because I was so hot. The times she would lash out about how fat I was, even though I was only 5’1” and 126 pounds. I don’t know, I just wonder if she ever thinks of those things like I do. I wonder if she even feels bad about it? I wonder if she’s a completely changed person and would never dare tell someone that they were disgustingly fat and pale.
I’m not interested in posting who she is and I don’t think it would do any good to ask her about it. It’s just some thoughts I had when I came across her profile and just wanted to vent in a way that wouldn’t affect her life or cause local drama.
