i just realised i was sexually assulted and i am in so much grief right now i need help

It something that happened a long time ago. I was an inexpirienced fool, who admired a DM who run a good DnD game for me and some of his friends. A girl was living with him, on the assumption that it is his girlfriend. But more and more, he pushed on me and on us being alone together, and, eventually, touched me the way i didnt wanted and wasnt ready. I was 19 at the time, and he was 27, i think. He wanted me to leave my virginity behind before i turn 20, but, i didnt wanted that. But since he touched me, does it counts? Im shaking and i just was talking to a friend about, what counts and what not, and i realised this might, cause, well, he made me feel orgasm, but he didnt where anywhere deep.
Im at such a loss and emotionally devistaded

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