I'm just looking for some advice, since I don't know who else to tell.
I've been struggling with some feelings for a friend of mine. I don't understand how I can still like them after all the things they've done, I'm currently friends with them again since I still want them around. I guess I just wanna be closer to them, since I don't feel as close to anyone around my age. I live in a small place so it's normal to see familiar faces.
I've tried dating and liking others to get these feelings away, but they always come back. Even on my first relationship I still wanted them around or close. I'm just so confused about these things.