I met a very amazing guy. We haven’t really confessed our feelings with each other but I know I like him. He’s always there for me; to comfort me whenever I feel sad. He offers himself to help me with my healing and all that. I really like him. It’s rare to meet someone who’s like that. I feel like I could tell him everything. From my happy moments to the times where I think about my own death.
For context: I just got off from a very very short fling with someone, I was depressed about it for three weeks and I slowly got better, but another problem arose within the family and mentally fucked me up.
The problem is that, I am slowly backing up. It’s been a very very hard week for me and I feel like I have been too needy lately. I feel like I am a burden and I don’t feel like I deserve all of this affection from him.
I wanna be better for myself and for him because he doesn’t deserve someone who’s basically a ticking bomb. The question is, should I cut it all off with him? or should I stay? Is there anyway that I could cope with this kind of thinking? I need answers.