I'm 24, M, and never had a girlfriend in my life and that is taking a huge toll on my mental health and well-being, I'm obsessed day and night with the fact that I'm single and miserable, nobody loves me and nobody wants me, it feels like every girl out there is just hardwired to hate me and feel disgusted towards me and i totally understand why, i am by no means boyfriend material, I'm short and ugly and obese and unemployed and i also suffer from mental illnesses and have severe social anxiety to the point where sometimes i can't form a comprehensible sentence in front of people i don't know and i can't seem to keep a conversation without leaving the impression that I'm fucking retarded and weird, it's why i don't have any friends at all, i feel an urgent need for affection and love but all I've seen is rejection and indifference towards me as if don't matter as if I'm a parasite that should be exterminated and annihilated i feel all the time that being single is a sign of weakness, failure and being an inferior male, i can't focus on anything anymore and i've lost interest in everything because i'm obsessed to the point where you could say i literally inhale and exhale girls, couples makes me angry and furious and i feel i like want to scream at them to fuck off and stop showing how happy they are together let alone when i hear stories of dudes who get laid with numerous girls all the time while i don't even fucking know what the lips of a women feels like, I hate my life and i want to fucking perish, please help me please tell me i shouldn't feel so bad and so dark because it almost feels it's how the universe itself dictates that i'm a loser and i should face the consequences of my own misfortune and suffer and feel less than a human being and thank you for your attention
