Hello everyone.
Well, I’m an 25yo male. I’am from the central Europe. I’m in the hands of psychotherapist and psychologist for a few years now. My progress is keeping better and better, BUT.
I feel like life is taking every bit of my joy, over here, from me.
The thing is, I suffer with some things. Right now, I’ve got diagnosed dermatologic auto immune lichen ruben planus, bpd with depression, anxiety and agoraphobia, weak immune system so i keep getting colds like every 2-3 weeks and also GERD+LPR and light asthma.
Why do i need to raise my spirit?
Because I love tattoos but whenever i get next one, i got heavy scarring and also whenever i got some even little scratch, it ends up healed as a brown, scar tissue.
I love travelling but it’s extremely hard to travel a long distances, also I ended as a antisocial, introverted man. I used to be really cheered man with smile on my face who loved every bit of his life. Now, I try to get through days with my mind stucked in the later childhood, when things were good for a bit.
My immune system? Well, i love gym, but whenever i want to make some progress, I keep getting sick so my progress is stucked 3 years on the same place.
My gerd, lpr and asthma? In fact, i love soda, heavy spiced food, caffeine, lemons,…
Yep, i can’t eat and drink anything, because i’ve got like a severe gerd.
After all of that, the last thing which keeped my spirit up was nicotine. As the last thing, which i loved. Pipes, snuss, sniff,… Every form.
EXACTLY! Now i had to quit, because of my gerd, which of course ended up making an asthma in me.
I do not have anything left. Everything I loved is forbidden to me.
I just need some good words or motivation to keep up. Please.
Thank you very much.
