I am constantly thinking about diseases, std's and the disease with a C(i can't Even write it because simply writing it makes me feel uncomfortable), i keep thinking about symptoms and researching, but knowing more is not helping, it just makes it worse, at this point i don't Even know if i actually have a symptom of anything or My mind is playing tricks on me, i cant keep going like this, my life is becoming a living hell because i cant stop feeling anxious and trying to seek medical help for symptoms that i perceive and think may be some seriuos diseasese, i have Taken ultrasounds of my neck, testicles and chest because all those times i tought i had the C disease, but nothing was found, and that gives me relief for about a week until i perceive aoither symptom and think i have some other type of C, this just does not let me be at peace
