I have a fear of religiousness. For example, I am Catholic and if I don’t pray to God every night then I feel guilty and I have to pray double the next day. It is a specific prayer every night. And if someone says a word tha that to do with religion, I have to do the sign of the cross. For example, Satanism, ritual, Serpent, what the hell, oh my God, etc. It’s not just the sign of the cross. It’s me doing it and then whispering, “I love you so much God you’re the best i will never distrust in you, amen.” and doing the sign of the cross again. I also just do it when I feel the urge to, and I also have to whisper it out loud and people hear me. And if I do it wrong, I have to restart. I think this is a problem and I’ve had it for maybe 3 years now. I promise you this is a real thing I’m experiencing😭 what should I do