We’re together for almost 7 years and she build me up mentally from my worst years but in the past few years she destroying me mentally, she took all my self confidence and throw it out in the trash and talks to me like i’m a nobody every single day. I got anxious attachment since i know her and she made me close my door before anyone, i wasn’t able to have friends next to her and i couldn’t even text back to messages only like once a week, so now i have nobody, i’m not capable to talk with anyone because i’m not used to it anymore and i want to breakup with her because i want to be happy and loved by someone i want to feel like i worth love and self love but if i do it i would have no one to talk to, or nothing to do because i don’t have 1 person hobbies anymore. How should i do this? I have my family but i’m still lonely next to them because they never really cared about me.