Hi, I wasn’t really getting any answers when I looked this up so I thought I would ask here. Is this normal?
As a kid I was so sexual and from about the age of maybe 8-12 I would post videos of my self in my underwear on what was “musical.ly” and is now tik tok, I would watch porn on YouTube as the restrictions on it were less controlled back then, I would masturbate and constantly think about sexual things, me and my friend dry humped once at that age, I would sext people on Omegle.
Then from 13-16 I was obsessed with talking to boys and girls online, sending them nudes, I once ended up getting catfished and blackmailed with some nudes I sent and they ended up in what I assume is a CP ring, but by about 14 I would send these images of me “masturbating” but I never really did it, I just lost intrest in it completely and have been like that ever since.
I got into my first relationship at 17 and suddenly found myself crazy about sex and that’s all I wanted to do, at 18 I was in another relationship and I was the same. But in between relationships I have no interest in masturbation or anything sexual, I also can’t get into a relationship or have sex without knowing them well beforehand.
Is this normal, I feel like how I behaved as a child could not possibly be a result of trauma my childhood was boringly normal, I may have just had a high libido and unrestricted internet access but do you think that as a result of that I’m less sexual now? I’m just very confused and any words of wisdom would be appreciated.