I'm brain dead. I just live to live. Sometimes, i feel happiness for a short moment but i instantly become empty when i think of my life. I have anxiety disorder, Tourrette syndrome and hypersensibility. I think im depressed and i may be bipolar. Im a weirdo, a loser, a victim. I dont have many friends, im bullied, i have all the worst thing in life. Fucked up self esteem, Fucked up disorders, fucked up personality. I tried to kms. But i never got close to death. I got hospitalized for 2 weeks, didnt help. I dont want to kill myself, i just dont want to be here anymore. The only thing holding me back is the pain i would cause to my family. Even if im a bad son, brother, cousin etc…, they would be sad. Im just brain dead i have nothing left in me.
