This post is a cry for help. Right now I feel so anxious, like I’m emotionally suffocating. Basically, I’m scared of my consciousness being transferred through an injection I got. People in my life know about the fear. They have been keeping me going about it which makes me feel like shit and I also have heard them talking about it behind my back on a few occasions. I’m too scared to live and too scared to die. I want to throw my life away but I’m scared of what would happen to me.