This just keeps popping up in my mind every week and it makes me kinda depressed, im talentless im literally bad at everything i do, not even average just terrible,cant compete or have fun at a single sport even though i tried many,spend most of my life playing video games with my friends and im always the worst one out of them no matter how long i played the game or what type of game it is, i also have no personality i cant defend myself if i get insulted and often just laugh and act like it doesnt hurt or annoy me, i have bad grades and dont how im gonna survive in life, im also kind of obese went to the gym and stayed on a diet multiple times i often lose lots of weight and then suddenly gain it all back and start all over again,i feel worthless.