I’m just really sad, like lately I been really sad and I’m not sure why I’m this sad, like I don’t wanna hurt myself I am just sad. I am sometimes at a point where I can’t feel anything anymore but I’m just sad, I can’t describe the feeling, it’s a mix of loneliness and missing Blondie. It’ll be 2 years in December since we stopped being friends, and I’m just sad because I don’t have the person who loved me most, I’m just sad and I’m still grieving the loss of the friendship.