I am a 19F who lives at home with my parents in complete disarray. I’m in a rural area. I have a job for 3 days a week so I can hardly afford to pay my rent. I can’t drive so I can’t leave my house on my days off. I want to give up. I want to be done because nothing is turning around. I’m gaining weight again and I’m covered in scars from self harm. My parents keep asking why I don’t wear summer clothes but I can’t because they are everywhere. I’m alone. I can’t talk to anyone. My only friend is a fucking bitch who says I will never be more than a fucking cashier. I’m bisexual and am constantly scared that someone will find out. I’ve tried weed and that doesn’t do shit. Everyone else my age is moving out and being successful and I’m sinking over nothing. I’m pathetic and will never succeed so I don’t know why anyone would want to keep me from being done.
