going to try to keep short bc to explain all would be my entire life start until now so I will briefly cover my current situation. to start im 23 ab to be 24 & basically the past few have jus slowly gotten worse due to mental issues I’ve always had & later on getting on drugs. I’m off medicine once again, quit the job I had just got due to that & also I still have not gone to any kind of school or college so I jus don’t know what to do.(I also am living w my parents for free basically & it’s killing me I’ve been debating on jus leaving & being homeless.. /: ) the worst part & please don’t judge for this but after losing the job I have been using one of the more bad drugs very heavily & it’s killing me.. I’ve used it on & off for a while but I could always control it but this last time I lost my job I’ve just been completely giving up in life so I jus don’t care.. & it’s making my mental state obviously worse & has slowly started to affect my teeth not much but a start. so please, I’m not asking for anyone to tell me exactly what I need to do & how to fix my life or to save me I jus need genuine advice or what y’all think I could do to start etc.. & please don’t criticize too much bc trust me anything you can say I already tell myself worse.
